Thursday, December 22, 2011

Apple of my EYES....

Langston Hughes'
Mother to Son


Well, son, I'll tell you:
Life for me ain't been no crystal stair.
It's had tacks in it,
And splinters,
And boards torn up,
And places with no carpet on the floor --
Bare.
But all the time
I'se been a-climbin' on,
And reachin' landin's,
And turnin' corners,
And sometimes goin' in the dark
Where there ain't been no light.
So boy, don't you turn back.
Don't you set down on the steps
'Cause you finds it's kinder hard.
Don't you fall now --
For I'se still goin', honey,
I'se still climbin',
And life for me ain't been no crystal stair.

I Love both of you,Rayyan n Rayhan...Mummy can't imagine living this life without you both! muahsss

Demam OR ngeeee




OR????

Original Recipe??

NOOOO

it's

Ombak Rindu lorrr

at first i was like..ape la yg sspecial sgt pasal dis film,everyone sebokk nk nengok..ajak enche suami xnak g, ajak kwn2 sume g ngn partner *xkan aku nk ngekor* haha...

pikir duk pk..pegila sorang! nak jugak tgok *sebenarnye heboh nk tgok aaron aziz* kehkehhh..

after sending my babies to schools, i headed to jusco, had bfast at stabucks;




here we go;















after a long burppp, then i'm ready for a show...xtaula tiket ade g ke x..gamble jela...

smpai2 je,tggal satu je seat*mmg rezeki ai la nmpaknye,alhmdulillah * hehee

memula je da sedih,sudahnye sampai abis tisu dua peket..x malu sungguh! (sib baik sorang)haha


kuar je cinema,ade a group of ppl called me; "teacheerrrrrr"'! alamakkk kantoii sudaa..mate bengkak nangis..jiwang gler teacher nye..*lari tutup muka*








|| Old skool boyband ||


i was at jusco when i found this while strolling down at the Popular bookstore:





huhuuuuu...it was a long time ago (when i was in uitm did my diploma at that time) when i was sooo into those boy bands..haha *malu tutup muka*


ni pun kira kes berkira2 *nak beli ke xnak* hahahha..tapi last2 i grabbed it smbil sorok2 nk bayar..apa daaaa... jiwang seh!!! hahahaha

Sunday, October 9, 2011

:: mommy's dobot ::





this is my current EBM stock for enche rayhan..dah semakin berkurang ni...kena gigih menambah balik ni..heheeeee


this is my 3 months and a half munchkin little button,rayhan rizqie a.k.a adik rayhan :) he's adorable, cheerful and superactive little baby at his age..he's now would love to be entertained all the time whenever he's awake...* kalo xde org layan,confirm nangis x hengat punye * tehehe

whenever people asked me, adik minum susu ape? i said, mummy die punye susu... tehehe..his abah plak answered; adik susu cap gantung,jimatttt duit abah! hehehe...

to be honest,there's a different btw a bf baby and fm baby...rayyan was not a fully bf baby,but rayhan do...:) alhamdulillah, he's getting to be 4 mths old dis month, and he's still under fully bf :) jimat duit,jimat masa,n most important,full of nutrition, and hv a very good immunization for babies :) as a result, so far, rayhan mmg x penah kena demam lagi, alhamdulillahhhh *mintak jauhkan *..compared to rayyan mase dulu yg x fully bf, slalu demam,cirit birit n x sihat...

at this point, now, i truly believe that the best milk in the world is not the most expensive milk, but , it comes from mummy's milk :)


Wednesday, September 7, 2011

::Nursery or Nanny?? ::

big problem,masaaalaahh!!! tetibe je nanny rayyan taknak jage si adik rayhan, she said she oredi have two babies,two toddlers...lorrr..cakap kat saye last minute,mane la saye nak carik nanny kejap2 ni....ade jugak kwn2 suggested me a few taska or nurseries, but my mom and dad (their gpapa n gmama la) x bape nak setuju..they said, kecik lagila, byk kes menakutkan la, ade ramai baby sgt la, mcm2 lagila...jadi..one day left...mane la nak carik nanny rayhan ni... :( kesian anak sorg ni...dari dlm perut g,mcm2 dugaan die, now when he came to the real world, pun byk dugaan kan,syg? takpe adik, mummy knows,everything happens for a reason...:)

after considering a few factors, there are a few pro and cons sending our baby to the nursery and nanny as well

Nursery:

pro: flexibility of time--kalo lewat tambah bayarannye buk...
anak2 dpt ramai kawan-learn n play
cons: ramai sgt,baby takut terlepas pandang
ramai sgt,byk jugak la wabak2 nye...mcm2 penyakit le ade
mcm2 bnde anak2 blajar ckp nnt..tergezut mak bapaknye


Nanny:

pro: sket je budak2 yg dijage,kdg2 anak kite sorang je...
murah sket dari taska,harga bole nego la..hee
dpt monitor n tgok macamna die jage...
cons: time--yg ini susah sket..kdg2 anta kat org, die ade hal la, nak g sepital la, nk g pasar la etc...
makanan kena prepare seniri la slalunye....

ermm..itulah antaranya...the list go on....considering on the other hand, is maid! but my family said noo..alahaii...where to send this little one? monday is coming and i'm still searching....

:: switching the code ::

its only 3 days left before i go back to work..err...yea, back to work,means back to school,back to school, equal to= time management..nah, now i have these two boys to manage, from morning till late evening untill their abah come back from work...everything will be under my responsibilty alone, beginning next monday. i've to switch my mode, to working mode, reschedule my timetable, from preparing their bags(two bags now)huhu..here the list goes:

My 3 months schedule (holiday mode)

:650am- subh prayer
-prepare the breakfast
-Stocking BM(coz rayhan still on fully bf)
:8ooam -surf the net
-mandikan the boys,n feed them
:11am -kemas umah etc..
-prepare the lunch
:1pm- leisure time with the boys...smpai abah diorg balik..huhu


now; there'll be no more leisure..nah,my time will like this;

a night before working day:

:10 pm- prepare the bags;

abg rayyan's bag: diapers,clothes,FM,bottles,toiletteries die...(which is easier)

adik rayhan's bag: diapers,morning clothes,evening clothes ,toiletteries,minyak2an bayi, EBM( adik is still on fully bf,so i've to remind myself to put 4 bottles of 5oz BM early in the morning),warmer,bottles,soother(which is more complicated aite??) huhuu

:11pm iron my clothes n hubby's for tomorrow

:12am: bedtime :)

:530am- bangunnnn!!!! mandi n subh prayer

:600am- prepare rayyan's food for d day: bfast,lunch,snacks.
-prepare adik's EBM
-prepare our bfast
:645- ready to go...the boys will be sent by their abah :)

i will be at skool, and have to fetch them by 5pm!! (errr..lewatnye awak balik? cikgu ke???) YEEE!!! cikgu skolah saye plg awal dtg,dan plg lewat balik, coz gaji kitorg 10k!! (erghh) penat tau x...:(

nah..that's why i said i've to rescheduled my time,switch on my working mode! bluesss oh bluessss..malas!!
:

mommy's dilemma


i'm confused,in dilemma, in order to expand my career,i've to sacrifice my quality time..but if i would like to keep that quality time,i've to bear the pain, to stay with the annoying people,to be a dumb and look so dumb, nothing nodding my head all the time....haishh...

but...if i choose to be on my dream path, i've to be strong and tough,i've to sacrifice my time with the boys,i've to stay awake, and be energetic to finish up my task as a mother,a wife, and a career woman......

these eyes are tired..sore and red...i need a deep rest,thank you.......

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Apple of my EYES....

Posted by Mashy a.k.a Mummyrayyan at 7:07 PM 1 comments

Langston Hughes'
Mother to Son


Well, son, I'll tell you:
Life for me ain't been no crystal stair.
It's had tacks in it,
And splinters,
And boards torn up,
And places with no carpet on the floor --
Bare.
But all the time
I'se been a-climbin' on,
And reachin' landin's,
And turnin' corners,
And sometimes goin' in the dark
Where there ain't been no light.
So boy, don't you turn back.
Don't you set down on the steps
'Cause you finds it's kinder hard.
Don't you fall now --
For I'se still goin', honey,
I'se still climbin',
And life for me ain't been no crystal stair.

I Love both of you,Rayyan n Rayhan...Mummy can't imagine living this life without you both! muahsss

Demam OR ngeeee

Posted by Mashy a.k.a Mummyrayyan at 6:36 PM 1 comments



OR????

Original Recipe??

NOOOO

it's

Ombak Rindu lorrr

at first i was like..ape la yg sspecial sgt pasal dis film,everyone sebokk nk nengok..ajak enche suami xnak g, ajak kwn2 sume g ngn partner *xkan aku nk ngekor* haha...

pikir duk pk..pegila sorang! nak jugak tgok *sebenarnye heboh nk tgok aaron aziz* kehkehhh..

after sending my babies to schools, i headed to jusco, had bfast at stabucks;




here we go;















after a long burppp, then i'm ready for a show...xtaula tiket ade g ke x..gamble jela...

smpai2 je,tggal satu je seat*mmg rezeki ai la nmpaknye,alhmdulillah * hehee

memula je da sedih,sudahnye sampai abis tisu dua peket..x malu sungguh! (sib baik sorang)haha


kuar je cinema,ade a group of ppl called me; "teacheerrrrrr"'! alamakkk kantoii sudaa..mate bengkak nangis..jiwang gler teacher nye..*lari tutup muka*








|| Old skool boyband ||

Posted by Mashy a.k.a Mummyrayyan at 12:14 AM 1 comments

i was at jusco when i found this while strolling down at the Popular bookstore:





huhuuuuu...it was a long time ago (when i was in uitm did my diploma at that time) when i was sooo into those boy bands..haha *malu tutup muka*


ni pun kira kes berkira2 *nak beli ke xnak* hahahha..tapi last2 i grabbed it smbil sorok2 nk bayar..apa daaaa... jiwang seh!!! hahahaha

Sunday, October 9, 2011

:: mommy's dobot ::

Posted by Mashy a.k.a Mummyrayyan at 8:26 PM 0 comments




this is my current EBM stock for enche rayhan..dah semakin berkurang ni...kena gigih menambah balik ni..heheeeee


this is my 3 months and a half munchkin little button,rayhan rizqie a.k.a adik rayhan :) he's adorable, cheerful and superactive little baby at his age..he's now would love to be entertained all the time whenever he's awake...* kalo xde org layan,confirm nangis x hengat punye * tehehe

whenever people asked me, adik minum susu ape? i said, mummy die punye susu... tehehe..his abah plak answered; adik susu cap gantung,jimatttt duit abah! hehehe...

to be honest,there's a different btw a bf baby and fm baby...rayyan was not a fully bf baby,but rayhan do...:) alhamdulillah, he's getting to be 4 mths old dis month, and he's still under fully bf :) jimat duit,jimat masa,n most important,full of nutrition, and hv a very good immunization for babies :) as a result, so far, rayhan mmg x penah kena demam lagi, alhamdulillahhhh *mintak jauhkan *..compared to rayyan mase dulu yg x fully bf, slalu demam,cirit birit n x sihat...

at this point, now, i truly believe that the best milk in the world is not the most expensive milk, but , it comes from mummy's milk :)


Wednesday, September 7, 2011

::Nursery or Nanny?? ::

Posted by Mashy a.k.a Mummyrayyan at 7:36 PM 0 comments
big problem,masaaalaahh!!! tetibe je nanny rayyan taknak jage si adik rayhan, she said she oredi have two babies,two toddlers...lorrr..cakap kat saye last minute,mane la saye nak carik nanny kejap2 ni....ade jugak kwn2 suggested me a few taska or nurseries, but my mom and dad (their gpapa n gmama la) x bape nak setuju..they said, kecik lagila, byk kes menakutkan la, ade ramai baby sgt la, mcm2 lagila...jadi..one day left...mane la nak carik nanny rayhan ni... :( kesian anak sorg ni...dari dlm perut g,mcm2 dugaan die, now when he came to the real world, pun byk dugaan kan,syg? takpe adik, mummy knows,everything happens for a reason...:)

after considering a few factors, there are a few pro and cons sending our baby to the nursery and nanny as well

Nursery:

pro: flexibility of time--kalo lewat tambah bayarannye buk...
anak2 dpt ramai kawan-learn n play
cons: ramai sgt,baby takut terlepas pandang
ramai sgt,byk jugak la wabak2 nye...mcm2 penyakit le ade
mcm2 bnde anak2 blajar ckp nnt..tergezut mak bapaknye


Nanny:

pro: sket je budak2 yg dijage,kdg2 anak kite sorang je...
murah sket dari taska,harga bole nego la..hee
dpt monitor n tgok macamna die jage...
cons: time--yg ini susah sket..kdg2 anta kat org, die ade hal la, nak g sepital la, nk g pasar la etc...
makanan kena prepare seniri la slalunye....

ermm..itulah antaranya...the list go on....considering on the other hand, is maid! but my family said noo..alahaii...where to send this little one? monday is coming and i'm still searching....

:: switching the code ::

Posted by Mashy a.k.a Mummyrayyan at 7:12 PM 0 comments
its only 3 days left before i go back to work..err...yea, back to work,means back to school,back to school, equal to= time management..nah, now i have these two boys to manage, from morning till late evening untill their abah come back from work...everything will be under my responsibilty alone, beginning next monday. i've to switch my mode, to working mode, reschedule my timetable, from preparing their bags(two bags now)huhu..here the list goes:

My 3 months schedule (holiday mode)

:650am- subh prayer
-prepare the breakfast
-Stocking BM(coz rayhan still on fully bf)
:8ooam -surf the net
-mandikan the boys,n feed them
:11am -kemas umah etc..
-prepare the lunch
:1pm- leisure time with the boys...smpai abah diorg balik..huhu


now; there'll be no more leisure..nah,my time will like this;

a night before working day:

:10 pm- prepare the bags;

abg rayyan's bag: diapers,clothes,FM,bottles,toiletteries die...(which is easier)

adik rayhan's bag: diapers,morning clothes,evening clothes ,toiletteries,minyak2an bayi, EBM( adik is still on fully bf,so i've to remind myself to put 4 bottles of 5oz BM early in the morning),warmer,bottles,soother(which is more complicated aite??) huhuu

:11pm iron my clothes n hubby's for tomorrow

:12am: bedtime :)

:530am- bangunnnn!!!! mandi n subh prayer

:600am- prepare rayyan's food for d day: bfast,lunch,snacks.
-prepare adik's EBM
-prepare our bfast
:645- ready to go...the boys will be sent by their abah :)

i will be at skool, and have to fetch them by 5pm!! (errr..lewatnye awak balik? cikgu ke???) YEEE!!! cikgu skolah saye plg awal dtg,dan plg lewat balik, coz gaji kitorg 10k!! (erghh) penat tau x...:(

nah..that's why i said i've to rescheduled my time,switch on my working mode! bluesss oh bluessss..malas!!
:

mommy's dilemma

Posted by Mashy a.k.a Mummyrayyan at 7:27 AM 1 comments

i'm confused,in dilemma, in order to expand my career,i've to sacrifice my quality time..but if i would like to keep that quality time,i've to bear the pain, to stay with the annoying people,to be a dumb and look so dumb, nothing nodding my head all the time....haishh...

but...if i choose to be on my dream path, i've to be strong and tough,i've to sacrifice my time with the boys,i've to stay awake, and be energetic to finish up my task as a mother,a wife, and a career woman......

these eyes are tired..sore and red...i need a deep rest,thank you.......