CONCEPT OH CONCEPT... ;)

we're moving to our new house (who are we?? my hubby,my babies and i for sure) ,next month...the first thing in mind is; RENOVATION! the next thing is DECORATION.haih..i'm not good in any of these,but I'll try my best.

To those who are staying in Seremban,or nearby I really need your recommendation about those listed below;

* any contacts for wet kitchen renovator (affordable and cepat siap ye!)

*any best price and affordable contacts for: Kitchen cabinets supplier (lagi murah lagi bagus!hehe)

*one stop point for furniture...(yg best quality)

*landscaper yg terror design halaman dalam rumah...

*house renovation contractor (for grails, plaster ceiling etc)

* one more thing, if any of u, penah beli furniture or tempah kitchen cabinet at ikea, is the price shown is the actual price (in the catalogue) or, x include lagi labor costs and delivery costs?

Example kan; (ceh! mcm kat skolah plak..;)

mcm kitchen di atas; the price shown is RM 2500(not L or U shape,kalo nak tambah L shape,maybe 5000++) but the thing is,is it including the labor costs? or is it better to try ikea designs or just simply take any local contractor?

fenin feninnn....

HELPP!!!!!!!!!

Star demok. owl comel. pish???

He used to be very obsessed with this movie below; for 8 months taw!! haihh..sgt2 penat mummy and abah terpakse watch this movie over and over again..boring x hengat...mcm nak muntah ;p but what to do, everytime we have a ride in a car, die akn jerit2 'Kaaaa'- means Willy Wonka (johnny depp) in dat particular movie...

But dat was before this video coming up; (a new obsession) huhu

This video is my son's latest obsession. He'll watch this over and over again until he sleep...

Star demok (stars gemok)-kate mangah die... owl comel- kate mummy.

Rayyan: PISH???? (fish??) adoyaiii..mane ade fish....hehehe

He definitely loves to watch the video, because the singer is a kid ,his voice sounds so cute and cheerful,so soothing for the kids ears,and made them stand still, or sit silenty,and watched until they fall asleep....

mari nyanyi version Rayyan Rifqie :

Ta ta ta ta ta ta ta ta (ulang lyrics sampai abis ikut music twinkle2) hehehe

mmmuahss :)

|| double LINE ??? ||

think about lines...talk about lines..aduhai..lines lines..lines..

i thought it was one..but double!~~~double ????? double is trouble???NOO!!!! eish eish...forgive me Allah,say not!!! its His faith,His 'gift'..

My dizziness became worst from day to day...my menstruation cycle was delayed,no hecks!! it is! and it makes me worried.it does. haih..

3 days late is abnormal. for me.according to me. refer to the cycle.it never delayed.never late...

it was a very hectic day,and late evening when i came home;

Rayyan: maaa maaaa,booooo(sambil moncong)-a sign to kiss him..

Hubby: mummy tak solat ke? da nak abis maghrib ni...

Me: tak..just now period la, abah.. ;(

Hubby: oohh..yeke(low tone-shows sad tone,huhu) ..tapi, da lewat 3 ari kan?

Me: a'a, tapi da period, biarla...lalala(without continuing the conversation, rushingly to the rest room)

But deep down inside, I feel weird..there's something different about me.the appetite.the menstruation.the bitter taste. the drinks,the food.sume2 la...ahh, biarla..xde ape2 la, my hubby said...

Time flies, and its Monday;;

a very sharp, painful headache, and i suddenly felt so dizzy...one of colleague :

C: are you ok? demam ke??

Me: xdela, kak..ok je...

C: dari tadi mabuk je..ko pregnant ke???

Me:Ish takla, saye period ni..akak ni..

C: eh, ade org period tapi pregnant tau..jgn memain..

Me: Haaa??? yeke?? cane tu???
C: pegi O n G la check up..

Me: okla,balik nnti sy sggah (without hesitation,terus nak pegi O n G..pelik??)

At the O&G Clinic:

Doc:After your explanation, i think i need to take ur urine test for UPT (Urine Pregnancy Test)

Me: aikk?? pregnant??

Doc: xpe Puan Mashitah, check dulu,k..

Me:ok, then..(n trus menuju ke toilet dgn nervousnye...aik???pregnant???seramnye...)

In doctor's room(while waiting for the test...ish, seram mcm nak tggu result exam plak rasenye...huhu)

Doc:Mashitah,da ready for 2nd baby aite?

Me: err...err....

Doc: Congratulations,its positive!!!

Me: haaa?????really??? eh tak tak.doc, its wrong! it can't be...!! i'm having my menstruation! xkanla??

Doc: its ok, dat's not period, dats what we call discharge-darah yg keluar kaler coklat gelap-sign of implantation(dats what he said, thou i don't really understand..huhu)

Me: abis?? saye sakit ke? baby saye? ok ke? nape bleeding?????

Doc: Rilex, Puan.calm down,ok, doc akan buat scan and there we'll see...

In the ECG room...

Huhu..scarry..nape kena check 'dis way'?

Doc: To make sure its not an ectopic pregnancy..

Once the ECG running, i can see clearly,

a tiny, petite , in a size of a sesame seed, right on the uterus wall...

Doc: that's him/her...nampak kan??

Me: ooo yekee???wa, so cutee(kecik lagii lee)

a tears of joy, a very warm one, running down my cheeks...alahai..sian die.....

Doc: so, Puan, i'll give u medicine,and make sure u come back after one week k!

there i go..a new journey,of my new baby, may everything goes with the flow,help me Allah!!! amin!

Despicable me!

saye termenung lagi...kali ini lebih jauh....cikgu? ye...saye kini seorang cikgu.eh .guru.guru bahasa inggeris.eh silap. eh betul lah!!!! eh susahnye...

i 'm a lady(am i??) i'm a wife to my hubby dearie, a mother to Rayyan Rifqie, a daughter to my lovey dovey parents, and a teacher to my students.

But still...its incorrect!!!

20years back, when my teacher asked me:

T: mashitah, awk da besar nak jadi ape?

A: Saye nak jadi doctor,cekgu...

T: Doctor ape?

A:Doctor haiwan,sebab kucing saye baru je mati..nanti saye nak carik ubat yg wat die idop lame2...sobsss

itula cita2 zaman dolu2....

10 years back: (18yrs old)

In one of the cozy lecture hall,in Uitm...

Lecturer: Allright class, write about what you want to be in another 3 yrs, send it tome later..

You know what have i written??

I wanted to be LIKE YOU, Madam!!! I admire your talent, your dresses, your shoes, and i love all the things about you! huhuuuu

Stalker la youuuu...euwwww

hahaha..so my 2nd ambition when i turned teenager is: English Lecturer!!

Now; Present:

Hubby: Yang, kate nak apply masters taun ni? ke nak trus stay kat skool?

Me: Malas arrr...syg nak jadiii...suri rumahhh!!!!!!!!!!

Hubby: pulak dahh????

So that's me...Today i want to be this,tomorrow i want to be that, 10 more yrs to come, i want to be another one....haih....thinking about where will i end my career journey will drive me crazy, so i told myself to just go with the flow...

My hubby said: Ala...keje je ape yg depan mate...nanti2 ade peluang...poommm!!!! kita meletopp!!!

Me: Haaa??????????

dizzy and blur.

Salam,n good day everyone!!! its been a very long time after i wrote the last post tru my honestsoliloquy! today...erm...it's only little guy n me at home..we're having good time together..holiday haa!!!!heeee..its hot and dry out there...but i managed to sang lullaby to little Rayyan(though the song sounds croaky due to my sore throats problem) Its been a while, i mean i got this kind of sore throat with ulcers disease(does it called disease?) huhu..

It's 2.55 pm, in the evening.Little guy is still in my arms, so after i make sure that he is absolutely 100% fall asleep,I put him on his comfy lil mattress (next to me, coz he'll cry out once he realised there's no one around)n i slowly tip toeing to my notebook, and what am I going to do? Facebooking? Again? Haih..bosannye hidup bile MC...I'm on leave today..Doc gave me 2 days MC.I had fever.on and off.sore throat with 'rows' of ulcers(i hate 'em), sore eyes...huhuuu..plus the must have one- flu and cough-yucks! Anyway, I used to remember my ustaz said, "Sakit itu adalah salah satu cara penghapus dosa2 kamu..." so, I must accept.The right word is 'redha'...

Still writing, my head suddenly feel so damn heavy, like a 10 kg rice is pounding me ,erghhh....i feel dizzy since morning..without knowing the reason why. Haaa...mulela ppl come out with assumption, 'haa..ko preggy kot???' huhuu...macam2 la korang ni..xleh loya sket,pening sket.., preggy aje...Looking at the calendar,my menstruation date had wave 'bye bye' ,which means, its already due 3 days ago...i don't have any idea on what situation am i facing..but I easily feel tired lately,and when i been so busy, i will become damnnnn much hungry u know! i'll eat like a monster then..sgt seram hokey??

Flipping over the pages of Ikea catalogue, 2011------wahhhh...suddenly sakit kepalaku tiadaaa..taraaaaa...hahaha..I suddenly came out with tonnes of ideas for my new house- the developer told us they will hand over the keys most probably next month,or by early december! OMG! I can't wait! We are moving to our new house! Our ver own one!!! I loikeee!!!!!!! :)

Back to the catalogue story mory kan, i found the even lower price for sofas, armchairs,lamps, n not to forget the kitchen cabinet!! with the most reasonable price,and the quality?? of course undeniable,Ikea kan...haihh aku ni...bukan ke demam? suddenly ok je??

Now after i finish up 'studying' the whole catalogue, now I got the ideas!!! x sabarnye! Aik??? The dizziness went away tadi...die naik LRT..hehehe....

Some of the awesome products I love........;)

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